So it's been way too long since I've written. I'm pretty bad about starting something and then not following through with it so here I am, trying to do a better job journaling about where I am at.
I was struck at my biblestudy with the thought that if you don't set goals, you'll never know if you have achieved them...so here are some of my goals for the next year - 2013:
1. I want to be able to run 5 miles at least four to five times a week.
2. I want to feel better about myself each day.
3. I want to be able to cross my legs.
4. I want to bel able to get by on less sleep.
5. I want to be consistent.
6. I want to seize the day, not keep waiting for the tomorrow's.
7. I want to be able to walk into a dressing room and try on an outfit that doesn't have "X" in the size.
8. I want to be able to bite my tongue when I am around my family.
9. I want to have consistent quiet time with God.
10. I want to be able to wear sleeveless shirts without having flabby arms.
11. I want to be able to go up numerous flights of stairs without being out of breath.
12. I want to learn to like eating healthy foods because my body feels so much better when I do.
13. I want to be able to stand in front of a room of people and not feel self-consciense.
14. I want to become more modern/edgy in my wardrobe choice.
15. I want to be able to wear mini-skirts again.
16. I want to be able to cut my hair really short because my weight isn't an issue anymore.
17. I want to be able to wear cut belts.
18. I want to have a defined waste, not a thick middle section.
19. I want to be able to listen to my friends and family and not be judgmental.
20. I want to be able to meet Matt's co-workers without feeling embarrassed about how big I am.
21. I want to find a way to serve/volunteer in the city of Westerville.
22. I want to run a 1/2 marathon by the time I'm 40 year young!
23. I want to be known as athletic and active.
24. I want to wear leather.
25. I want to continue finding out who I really am with my crafty side.
I think that is a good start. I need goals to shoot for, if not, it seems like the year flies by and I'm still at the same place I was last year. I want to change but I spend more time complaining about it then actually doing it. I want to be at a different spot next year at the holidays then I am this year.